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I want to do original content for this blog on living life as an actual gay cubby!
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A Monologue to my Love

"Hi there!
I wanted to give you something.
It’s a gift!
It’s not much, if anything, it’s almost nothing.
But I know how much you need it.
Everyday I have seen how you try to glue it back together and put more tape on it.
And then it falls apart again. Over and over.
You won’t let me try to hold it since you’re afraid I’ll break it into pieces again.
And that’s more than understandable, actually.
Who wouldn’t be so cautious?
You let your other past loves be in charge of it only for them to abuse it and not care for it at all.
They damaged this and I’m sorry I’m not much help to fix it.
I know I’m not cute, I know I’m not desirable, and I know I’m not anybody’s first choice.
I know there are much better choices out there, I know this because I’ve been told that.
But you’re letting me at least be near you.
I may never be enough, but I want you to have this to replace your broken one.
You can have my heart.
I don’t need it, I want you to have it!
It’s not much, but my heart really knows how to beat to your rhythm.
So please take mine, it’ll give you a chance at a better life.
I know that by me giving it you means that I won’t have anything.
But that does not matter because I love you and you need it more than I.
Keep it and do whatever you want, whatever makes you happy!
I’ll be okay, knowing I gave you my heart will be enough for me.
I will never ask anything in return or ask for a favors on account of this gift.
And if my heart is not enough, whatever you wish I’ll give it to you. No questions asked.
I want you to feel whole again even if it is at my expense.
So hope you like my gift!
I’m sorry I couldn’t gift wrap it beforehand.”

That Feeling When….

Your own insecurities make you believe that you are never special. That you will never be good enough for someone to make a fuss over or be made their priority ….

@frankpanduh ‘s YouTube is now live! Check it at:
www.youtube.com/FrankPanduh

@frankpanduh ‘s YouTube is now live! Check it at:
www.youtube.com/FrankPanduh

My boyfriend’s YouTube channel where he posts his original music !

A special thank you to my boyfriend for making my dreams come true and making me Oprah!

A special thank you to my boyfriend for making my dreams come true and making me Oprah!

Where did the pineapple come from??

Where did the pineapple come from??

5 Months. Amazing memories. Can’t wait to see what’s in store (:

5 Months. Amazing memories. Can’t wait to see what’s in store (:

Definitely loving the new EP!
frankpanduh.bandcamp.com

Definitely loving the new EP!
frankpanduh.bandcamp.com

Totally invented a new drink:
1/2 cup of ice
3/4 shot of Malibu 
1 splash of Peach Schnapps
1 splash of lemon juice
Fill rest with pineapple juice

Totally invented a new drink:
1/2 cup of ice
3/4 shot of Malibu
1 splash of Peach Schnapps
1 splash of lemon juice
Fill rest with pineapple juice

Hanging at the park/carnival waiting for the music  (at Livingston Memorial Park)

Hanging at the park/carnival waiting for the music (at Livingston Memorial Park)

Happy 4th of July everyone!!

Happy 4th of July everyone!!

Throwback Thursday to me finding my own brand of body wash! Superman always needs a good clean scent! (:

Throwback Thursday to me finding my own brand of body wash! Superman always needs a good clean scent! (:

You know it’s love when even though you may feel you’re both on different worlds that you both still come together to support one another unconditionally.

You know it’s love when even though you may feel you’re both on different worlds that you both still come together to support one another unconditionally.

Happy Pride everyone!!
Be proud of who you are! Celebrate life, and live happy!

Happy Pride everyone!!
Be proud of who you are! Celebrate life, and live happy!